Sunday, March 28, 2010

I want to be your mirror

The charactors of my novels sometimes say"I am your mirror ".

You already know ,this is my dream.
I want to become something that reflects person's passion.

Passion is precious and important thing for people.Because it makes people beautiful.

Sometimes passion makes people crazy, I know.I will talk about it another time.

I studied psychology so hard, but I found it is not effective to creat a novel.

To creat a imagenary world, novel writer should transform into another person!!!

This is no joke^^.I transformed myself into many persons to make a novel.

Thursday, March 25, 2010


On picture above, I wear han-eri embroideried.

On pitcure below ,I wear han-eri white.

★photo above is taken by Naoko Nagasawa.
below is taken by my friend named "akira 918".

Monday, March 22, 2010

Welcome to the beautiful Japanese embroidery world!

Today,I proudly introduce the biggest school of Japanese Embroidery named "Kurenai-kai" to you.
"Kurenai-kai" operates an atelier of emboidery, and schools at Tokyo, Nagoya,Osaka.
Also, they publishes books of beautiful embroidery.

Honnest to say, I have been friends with a vice-president of this school^^.She teaches embroidery in the class, and gives a presentation of the works made by "Atelier Kurenai-kai".
She talks the beauty of Japanese Embroidery not only in Japan ,but also in USA,and Europe.She is like a missionary.

The most of works made by "Kurenai-kai" are Kimonos and Obis.I always see tremendous Kimonos in Exibition!!!
But,there are also many interior goods ,and bags.

In spring ,Kurenai-kai presents big Exibition in Tokyo ,Nagoya, Osaka.Please check the website.

The 35th Japanese Embroidery Exhibition held by Kurenai-kai

You cannot imagine how grace these works are if you see them only on the internet!!!

I am looking forword to seeing these works at Ginza.

★Picture above is a book published by Kurenai-kai.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Spring makes me sad

Spring is a beutiful season. But I feel blue and melancholick.

My heart aches.

I have lost my beloved star last spring.

I still remember ,I still miss ,but I should say that is a way of life.

Friday, March 19, 2010

Iruma Rioka goes to tour around Mexico!

My favorite singer Iruma Rioka will go to tour all over Mexico!

Iruma Rioka Dreaming in the cage

She gave a concert tour in Russia ,Swiss, Mexico in 2009, and all the audience applauded her performance.

She writes and arranges all the songs she sings. Wow! I listen to her music when I want some inspiration for the story I create.

Here she comes.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Walking, thinking, running

I am walking on the foggy road.Off course ,I use the rhetoric.

I wonder if I can write beatiful lyricks(sigh), but this is the promise.

Thinking of the element of music.It will be a key to make a word.

★picture above is Mt.Fuji from Hakone Turn Pike.

Monday, March 15, 2010

Ceremony to calm myself

I always think what to write in my next novel.Honest to say , the subject of my novels is the same. I wrote it in previous entry of this blog.
Dying for something

I am eager to express this theme for using many ways, for example, manipulating the word,creating the imagenary city.

Creating the imagenary world is very hard work for me, so I need a ceremony to calm myself.
That is cleaning my room.

This is wonderful!!! This blog is also written after the cleanup.
I won't say "Trust me" because I am not a president Hatoyama.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Dying for something

One of my friend says to me that characters of my novels don't hesitate in going into labyrinth of love which is called enthusiasm.
I can not recognize whether this idea is right or wrong,but I would prefer to say my characters really want a shelter from their problems.

Characters of my novels are very weak,but they become so strong when they find something tremendous, something beyond expression.
Because they are always irritated with daily lives,which is bankrupt of splendor.

Irritation and eagerness are the banner of my novels.

I believe all of you who reading this blog are dying for something beyond expression.
I really understand it.

★picture above is drawn by Keiko Kasahara, one of my friend.She is a very talented artist who creates many picture of animals. I love it.

T シャツ・オリジナルT シャツのデザインガーデン Keiko珍獣や

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Who is Michel Foucault ?

When I was in college, I studied French culture and philosophy.I was eager to learn Michel Foucault's thought.Because he was a kind of philosophic hero in Japan.

Today, I am not so facsinated with his thought.Because his way of thinking is extremly
complex,and has no trust in human moral.

Now I think his thought itself is not effective against problems in this world.

Recently I found his film in Youtube. Michel Foucault is speaking!!!Wow!

How beautiful the words he is saying!!!
I am surprised with his talking.He talks very fast ,but his talking is perfect description. Description of how to philosophize human history.

If you understand French,you should watch it.
You will see the best manipulator of words and description of thought in this world.

I want to write this video 's contents,but the tranlation French into English is very very difficult for me.

Friday, March 5, 2010


I am writing the lyricks for making a symphony( or concelto for some instruments).

My friend who is a composer and me were agree to make some music!
This is my first challnge! Wow.

But to create lyricks is quite different from weaving a story.

In lyrics, words are like the element of the nature.

In novels, words are like the stone of the building.

How do you feel?

Thursday, March 4, 2010

I love Shostakovich

I love many composers.The favorite one is Dmitry Shostakovich!

In Japan, he is very popular!!! Many people love his works!!

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Does eternity exist?

Splendor is the idea what I love to express in my works.

But too much decoration is not beautiful,nor exellent.

I think the principle correlate with the decoration.

I always imagine the most valuable thing for everyone is eternity.
Eternity equals timeless beauty,timeless value.

I suppose eternal beauty exist in simplicity.

Simplicity is so difficult to reach.I cannnot still get it.