Sunday, January 31, 2010

When the mission ended

I have finished my work.

So happy.

I wrote 2 novels and 2 essays.Then, I will make CD-R format.

Sorry, these novels are only japanese.If you have an interest in my novel,please send me e-mail.


Monday, January 25, 2010

We have travelled pain and love

To call ourselves highborn

Living in a maze so crazed lunacy is legend

Lunacy is legend

This lyric is from the tune "Pain and love" by T Rex.

I really love Mark Bolan.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Every time

I remember how I lived in my childhood.

When I was a child, I always watched flowers in my little garden.

The day is gone.

Saturday, January 23, 2010


Making a form is important for every artist.

Because a form makes rules.

Beauty always needs rules.

This is my illusion.

This photo is taken by Naoko Nagasawa.She is the most talented photographer I have ever seen!!!!

What is enlightenment?

This title is Emmanuel Kant's famous book.

Recently,I want to read Kant's works totally.
Because his work is key to civillization around the Europe.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Yesterday once more?

I don't like the word "Yesterday once more". The most precious time is"now".

Even if yesterday has a full of happiness,people must think what he choose for his

I don't like the word "Yesterday once more",but as an artist, I think the past fertilizes my imaginary world.

The world of my novels is made from my past.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Name makes its character

My name "Mayumi Fukara" is taken from a heroine of the novel by Kyusaku Yumeno(1889-1936).

I am so satisfied with this name.The reason will be talked someday^^.

I got the power

I write a story without studying how to write a novel,but I have been imitating the description of Japanese great writers like Murasaki-shikibu,Junichiro Tanizaki,Yasunari Kawabata.

Tanizaki, Kawabata, they are operating the words delicately.They always choose the word.

The power of word changes everything.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Stranger in town

When I write a story,I always suppose the end of this story.
I imagine the ending, what the heroine says, what cloth the hero wears.

My novel is often said that a boy(or a girl) meets a stranger in town, therefore the accident occurs suddenly.

I say accidents are the mother of novels^^!?

For me,stranger in my imagination is charming, but he is the simulacrum of myself.

Your lover

Do you think your lover is constantly honest with you?

This question is wrong and weird? I hope so.

It is always difficult to believe beloved.

I think to fall in love is to be dazed with illusion, so I don't love anybody except an imaginary person.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010


The composer I respect most is Dmitry Shostcovich.I have no words to explain his works.Extremely beautiful.

Also I love Akira Ifukube^^

He is famous for cinema "Godgilla"'s music,but his works about ancient Japan have higher emotion.

The photo above is Ifukube's own writing.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010


I like drawing picture, but reacently I have no time to do.

The photo is a picture I made last summer.

Monday, January 11, 2010


Everyone has own fortress around his heart, I suppose.

People need to guard his weakness.Because he doesn't want to be hurt his pride.

What is pride? I think it is a kind of satisfaction!!!! A-ha!

For me, fortress is my intelligence.
I have been manipulating it for building up my pride.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Dallas beat Philadelphia!

Dallas Cowboys beat Philadelphia Eagles!

Watching Dallas Cowboys


Saturday, January 9, 2010

Watching NFL

I love watching American major sports(NBA ,NFL, MLB, and NHL).The best is NFL!!!

I like Dallas Cowboys^^. I am happy Dallas beated Philadelphia Eagles!

In NBA, I cheer New York Knicks.They were tremendous team in 90's, but reacently, they are almost"Doormat"^^;! Oh my Goooooooood!(sigh).

The player of Dallas, I watch Mike Jenkins#21(Conerback).His talent is magnificent!!!!

I am eager to Tony Romo's beautiful pass, and wanna go to Cowboys studium someday.

★photo above is Osaka Dome. Me and my husband went to Japan bowl at Osaka Dome in the summer of 2002.
The game was " Sanfrancisco 49 ers vs Washington Redskins”.

Friday, January 8, 2010


Last December, I made a photosession with a wonderful photographer named Naoko Nagasawa(Her blog is in link!)Her aim is to cut out the tremendous moments of opera.
I really adore her photographs!!!!!These are the miracles.

Mayumi Fukara's photo taken by Naoko Nagasawa.

I often go to the temples and shirines. Sacred place .

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Title of this blog

Japan is tha country that has extreamly original culture.
Its culture mixed European and Oriental. Do you Know how many japanese weman wears Kimono everyday???

Perhaps only 5 or 6% weman,I suppose.Me ,I sometimes take Kimono,but not usual.

Traditional Japanese culture is almost ceremony, in this country.
So I decide that I will manipulate japanese tea ceremony, Ikebana, bonsai,and Tsudumi.

Japanese beauty is found out ! It is me.

Monday, January 4, 2010

Operate one 's mind

Sometimes I feel myself as an operator of words.

I prefer to be a manipulator of someone 's imagination.

☆right: a woman in kimono is me.
left: a doll in front of piano is called Kuniko the doll.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Dreaming of Edo

Once I wrote a novel called "Daiteyarouka".This one is about Geisha of Edo-period.
Heroine is famous for fabulous dancing, of course she is a perfectly beauty(
like a doll! WOW).
But,she cannnot marry a beloved one.
She is left alone.

I studied music of Edo-period ,for example "Nagauta" "Shinnai""Tokiwadu"very hard.
I also learned Shamisen.It was exciting!!!!

Friday, January 1, 2010

Construction in my heart

I always wonder that how everyone can realize about their own thinking from their
own feelings.

It is hard for me to distanguish my thinking from my feeling.

Heart,mind, brain.

I write a story from my heart through construction of thinking.

Love you inside and out

Love has no power.

A form of love is powefull.

This is my illusion.