When a woman wants to be beautiful

At this time,I don't have an intention to become beautiful.I am a writer,not an actress!
But if I fall in love with someone, I believe that I'll make a hard effort to be good-looking woman.

First, I buy a shampoo expensive, next, I take care of my skin so delicately.These efforts are for a beloved one I say.
All I want is to be loved by sacred one.The world is for us.

Oh my dream is all dream !!! Sublime illusion.

I cannot love anybody but a virtual person.