Love is blind

Love is blind. It is true.

So I don't fall in love with a man who walks on this glove.

All I want to do is to respect someone or something,not to love.


I only love an imagenary world that I create.

Jacques Derrida talks about love

Oh how I read passionately Derrida's book!

Derrida says he has nothing to say about love.
It is natural.

Love is a theme of litterature,not philosophy!!!
Love is a conglomerate of different emotions, and philosphy dont like to explain about emotion of a person.

People are not able to be a novel writer same as a philosopher.
Jacques Derrida On Love and Being

Derrida was dead in 2003.

Decoration

All the decoration is done for impressing someone by its beauty.

In other words, decoration must be elegance and suitable.

I believe decoration is a kind of communication.
This is why people form intimacy with someone in same fashon!!^^

Me?　I sometimes wear kimono, probably it is also a decoration.

I adore Manga and Japanese Anime

When I was a child, I loved books and comics so much,so my mother bought me books frequently.
In 昭和　era, japanese children usually read comics as well as books, and they watched animation of Tezuka Osamu(1928-1989),Mitsuteru Yokoyama(1934-2004).

You probably know "Sazae-san"!!Off course I watched it!!!
It has been an model-role of Japanese familly.

By the way, I was very influenced by japanese manga漫画　and animeアニメーション.

The most famouse star is Osamu Tezuka, but I prefer Mitsuteru Yokoyama.
Yokoyama is the author of 鉄人２８号！！！

I also love Shotaro Ishinomori(1938-1998).He is the author
of サイボーグ００９.
TezukaOsamu net

横山光輝オフィシャルサイト

石森プロオフィシャルウェブサイト

Off course I was in love with girl's comics.

I quitted reading boy's comics at the age of 13 or 14, but I continued reading girl's comics until entering colledge.

I respect Moto Hagio(1949-)萩尾望都,Riyoko Ikeda(1947-)池田理代子,Ryoko Yamagishi(1947-)山岸凉子.

萩尾望都作品目録

池田理代子オフィシャルサイト

山岸凉子オンザウェブ

Manga and Anime are appropriate art for Japanese people ,I suppose.I wanna explain why I think so,but my ability in English is too poor to do it.

The additional thing is I wanna be a comic writer when I was a child!!!

★Photo above is books by Ryoko Yamagishi , named　日出処の天子.

I never lost controle.

For my friend who is a guitarist.



I really love David Bowie,but I know very little about "Nirvana".
But this tune is as if David Bowie gave it to them.

Kurt Cobain's voice makes me unhappy.

But his voice is miraculous.

Passion is not enough

Passion is not enough to be a woman of dignity.

The most important thing is a decision, I say.In other word, a determination to be intelligent.

Intelligence is the main theme for every woman.

Thinking ,imaginating, researching , these are the important to live a life.

Lady Macbeth

I have been fascinating with Shakespear's works

My favorite is "Macbeth".Why do I love it? Because I adore Lady Macbeth so much.

I think Lady Macbeth is the symbol of human's instinct to controle someone.

It is clear she doesn't love her husband Macbeth.All she loves is a person who gives satisfaction to her.

Everybody has a instinct to controle others,dominate others.I cannot deny it.
Lady Macbeth faced her instinct, and she decided not to pretend her desire.

Desire to be a dominator.

Lady Macbeth makes us scared.But I have been fascinating with her.

Architecture

I suppose architecture is a kind of shelter from terror of nature.

Or a signature of triumph against nature.

I am eager to say that all the architecture is an instinct of decoration.

By the way,I created two architects in my novels called　「天使と小悪魔」and　「僕がいなくてさびしくないの」,they are both men.

I suppose architect is a proffession suitable for men.Off course, I know there are many architects female, and I respect them.

But,the architecture is main subject for men, not for women.I wanna explain why I think so ,but it is very difficult to describe（sigh）.

Nature

All the artists should respect nature.Because nature contains every kinds of beauty.

Elegance, maturity,purity,etc.

I often gazed twilight sky when I lived in house of higher floore.I loved sunset.It was gorgeous time for me.

Now I don't do that.I live in lower floor.So, I see the moon every night.


Sky, landscape, flowers, they are beyond expression.

We are in Nature.

Me, MayumiFukara,as a novelwriter,an artsit, and an entertainer

In my opinion, a novel writer should be an entertainer as well as a scholar.
When I was in college ,I hoped to be a scholar of French philosophy.I believed getting a knowledge is the key to find myself.


Did I find myself? I can't say yes.


But I believe I chose the best way: Become a novel writer.

I really love to manipulate my knowledge and my thinking.I really want to entertain someone using the word and telling my story!!!

I am a kind of entertainer.Probably, all writers should give the tremendous thing to people.
The tremendous one called "Imagenary world".

Ritual

The ritual is the mother of reign.

Like a lily

I love lily.

Lily is like a Sirene.

Language

I proudly write a novel in Japanese languge.
But I have been feeling the importance of communicating with users of another languages. Because we,authors are envolved into progression of internet that is the kingdom of English speakers.

Someday, I will write a novel in English.Therefore, I hope that you love to read my novels in original languge,日本語.

Beauty of 日本語　came from nature of Japan,landscape of Japan, Shintoism of Japan.
It is very difficult to explain,so I will describe little by little in this blog.

These are blogs I found in three days

First :Pimco warns of pressure on sterling and Bank of England

I think it is absolutely correct.

Was Heidi’s father German?

Swiss people are shocked?? Really?
I dont care about nationality of Heidi's father.Most people think so.

But I understand what they feel.Heidi is the luminous symbol of Switzerland.

Joe Stiglitz: An Agenda for Reforming Economic Theory

I was so surprised that I can comment on this blog in Japanese!!!!!!

Immaculate dream

Everyone possesses an immaculate dream.

Everyone wants to go to somewhere far from present.

I am a person who wants passionately to be an immaculate one.


For me, who seach for ideal beuty,being immaculate is the aim of my life.Even if this seems impossible.

I cannot detract myself from this.

Twitter

Ladies and Gentlemen!I have begun "Twitter"!!

Please follow MayumiFukara^^
https://twitter.com/







Sorry,it is a joke.To tell the truth, I don't do Twitter probably.
Because it isn't suitable for me.In other words, I dont wanna write my "murmur" on the internet.

I can say this blog is just a "Twitter" for me.My ablility in English is not enough to express my thinking tatally, so I always write a fragment of thought on this blog.

★Picture above is Tokyo Midtown at Roppongi.

Scream like a baby

I wish I could scream like a baby, when I am in trouble.

Flowers

I love cherry blossoms, but I also love all the flowers.

I want to be your mirror

The charactors of my novels sometimes say"I am your mirror ".

You already know ,this is my dream.
I want to become something that reflects person's passion.

Passion is precious and important thing for people.Because it makes people beautiful.

Sometimes passion makes people crazy, I know.I will talk about it another time.



I studied psychology so hard, but I found it is not effective to creat a novel.

To creat a imagenary world, novel writer should transform into another person!!!


This is no joke^^.I transformed myself into many persons to make a novel.

Han-eri

On picture above, I wear han-eri embroideried.

On pitcure below ,I wear han-eri white.

★photo above is taken by Naoko Nagasawa.
below is taken by my friend named "akira 918".