Now I 'm writing

I am thinking and writing and wondering into my brain.

Where is the miracle? It is not there.


I must create a miracle by myself.

★This photo is taken at the jeweler "Rana-decor" directed by my friend,Mrs.Hiromi Watanabe.
Hiromi designs fashon jewelery with sincerety.I respect her talent and skill.
Please check the HP　of Rana-decor ！
世界で１つだけのこだわりジュエリーRana decor

Love is blind

Love is blind. It is true.

So I don't fall in love with a man who walks on this glove.

All I want to do is to respect someone or something,not to love.


I only love an imagenary world that I create.

Jacques Derrida talks about love

Oh how I read passionately Derrida's book!

Derrida says he has nothing to say about love.
It is natural.

Love is a theme of litterature,not philosophy!!!
Love is a conglomerate of different emotions, and philosphy dont like to explain about emotion of a person.

People are not able to be a novel writer same as a philosopher.
Jacques Derrida On Love and Being

Derrida was dead in 2003.

Decoration

All the decoration is done for impressing someone by its beauty.

In other words, decoration must be elegance and suitable.

I believe decoration is a kind of communication.
This is why people form intimacy with someone in same fashon!!^^

Me?　I sometimes wear kimono, probably it is also a decoration.

I adore Manga and Japanese Anime

When I was a child, I loved books and comics so much,so my mother bought me books frequently.
In 昭和　era, japanese children usually read comics as well as books, and they watched animation of Tezuka Osamu(1928-1989),Mitsuteru Yokoyama(1934-2004).

You probably know "Sazae-san"!!Off course I watched it!!!
It has been an model-role of Japanese familly.

By the way, I was very influenced by japanese manga漫画　and animeアニメーション.

The most famouse star is Osamu Tezuka, but I prefer Mitsuteru Yokoyama.
Yokoyama is the author of 鉄人２８号！！！

I also love Shotaro Ishinomori(1938-1998).He is the author
of サイボーグ００９.
TezukaOsamu net

横山光輝オフィシャルサイト

石森プロオフィシャルウェブサイト

Off course I was in love with girl's comics.

I quitted reading boy's comics at the age of 13 or 14, but I continued reading girl's comics until entering colledge.

I respect Moto Hagio(1949-)萩尾望都,Riyoko Ikeda(1947-)池田理代子,Ryoko Yamagishi(1947-)山岸凉子.

萩尾望都作品目録

池田理代子オフィシャルサイト

山岸凉子オンザウェブ

Manga and Anime are appropriate art for Japanese people ,I suppose.I wanna explain why I think so,but my ability in English is too poor to do it.

The additional thing is I wanna be a comic writer when I was a child!!!

★Photo above is books by Ryoko Yamagishi , named　日出処の天子.

I never lost controle.

For my friend who is a guitarist.



I really love David Bowie,but I know very little about "Nirvana".
But this tune is as if David Bowie gave it to them.

Kurt Cobain's voice makes me unhappy.

But his voice is miraculous.

Passion is not enough

Passion is not enough to be a woman of dignity.

The most important thing is a decision, I say.In other word, a determination to be intelligent.

Intelligence is the main theme for every woman.

Thinking ,imaginating, researching , these are the important to live a life.

Lady Macbeth

I have been fascinating with Shakespear's works

My favorite is "Macbeth".Why do I love it? Because I adore Lady Macbeth so much.

I think Lady Macbeth is the symbol of human's instinct to controle someone.

It is clear she doesn't love her husband Macbeth.All she loves is a person who gives satisfaction to her.

Everybody has a instinct to controle others,dominate others.I cannot deny it.
Lady Macbeth faced her instinct, and she decided not to pretend her desire.

Desire to be a dominator.

Lady Macbeth makes us scared.But I have been fascinating with her.