Disapointment of this year

I was disapointed with Dallas Cowboys's record of this year.Soooooooo sad!!!

I hoped they get the trophy of Super Bowl,but this ended in vain.They lost play-off games.

Why did they lose controle? I guess that the offensive line fell into disrupt, so Tony Romo didn't throw the ball perfectly.

And diffensive back was not so good as the year 2009.This is mysterious.

And so many fumbles!!!Terrible!!

I wish I were a Pittsburg Steelers's fan。・°°・(>_<)・°°・。But I believe
new coach Jason Garrett will make a new era of Cowboys.

Dallas Cowboys are still alive!!

This year is remarkable year

The year of 2010　has a lot of events for me. That is making a CD　with my friend Riko Suzuki（Composer）.

This is unforgettable story! How many difficult problems were there, but we could do our best and made a progress!


I am so happy to have a talented friend like her.

Also I had many sad accidents this year.It is difficult for me to write my feelings exactly.

Now I find that I must do everything to write a great work.It is my destiny.

I really love his tune

I often listen John Coltrane when I wanna something to charge my energy.

Because his tune is full of fascination and miracle. I wanted to talk about Miles Davis
and Coltrane when I was young, but my friends did not know thier music.


This tune is like a flying butterfly!!!!

Memories of Kyoto

Kyoto is a special city even for Japanese

I will go on a trip to Kyoto this week-end.

I was eager to go to Kyoto for two years,but I couldn't do that.


Kyoto is an extremely religeous city!!! It contains so many shrines and temples!!!

Kyoto is a city of heroes and heroines. Since 8thcentury, eternal illusions surround this city.

Kyoto makes me imagine another world.

Why does kimono attract people?

I believe kimono is a special costume. Because it changes a woman into a gorgeous and mysterious creature. Kimono is different from other national costume.

Why kimono has such a special power? I believe its secret is to wrapp woman's skin delicately.

Woman's skin(or body）is full of fascnation and lusciousness. Obviously,costume occidental helps its attraction.

Contrary, kimono hyde woman's body and skin. It is like a stoic wear.But it doesn't hyde woman's beaty and fascnation.

Kimono hydes woman's body imperfectly.You can see that a woman in kimono is moving.

See her wrist out of sleeves.Tremendous beaty existes.

Kimono makes a woman in motion into an irresistible creature.It is true.

When a woman wants to be beautiful

At this time,I don't have an intention to become beautiful.I am a writer,not an actress!
But if I fall in love with someone, I believe that I'll make a hard effort to be good-looking woman.

First, I buy a shampoo expensive, next, I take care of my skin so delicately.These efforts are for a beloved one I say.
All I want is to be loved by sacred one.The world is for us.

Oh my dream is all dream !!! Sublime illusion.

I cannot love anybody but a virtual person.

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I love autumn

Autumn is my favorite season.

Spring is too painful for me, because I have been suffering by hay fever（花粉症）for several years in spring.

Cool air of autumn morning makes me happy!!!

Angel is by my side

You know me, Mayumi Fukara is in the Facebook!!

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#!/mayumi.fukara

Now I have 54 friends. This makes me so happy!!! Because I can connect with people from 7 coutries. Wow.

Everytime I log in Facebbok, I feel my English is not enough to communicate .

Anyway, I love facebook aplidation called Angel.

These pictuires makes me smile!

Long time

I have been so long absence from this blog!!　Off course this is difficult for me to
write another language.
But I really know I should study English harder.

The most important news is I released CD　with my friend Miss Riko Suzuki.
Picture above is a jacket of this CD.

All musics are written by Riko Suzuki, and all lyricks are written by me.
You can listen several musics on this site!!!!

Riko Suziki　

Please select 「MFRS」! Here is the world of our imagination!

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Also important news is here.

I will go to Kyoto next month!!! I am sooooooooo happy!!

Here's the movie of Iruma Rioka's Mexico tour!

Singer Iruma Rioka gave a tour all over Mexico last month.

She and Nemu(guitarist）gave a great performance.
Please enjoy it together!

Heaven

Heaven is a child of one's imagination I think.

Heaven doesn't exist in this material world but it reviels anyhow anywhere anytime you want see it.

Let's imagine! If you don't be afraid of getting disillusioned!!!

I must study English so hard

For me, to write English is hard work.But I think I must continue what I decided.

Even if I could write a very short paragraph, it is better than to write nothing.

By the way, I always pronounce English words I write during thinking English.It is not difficult to speak English by myself.

July 11 is also a concert day of a beautiful opera singer!

I said that everybody should think about an election. But I understand everyone has a plan of leisure.

To tell a truth ,I also have a plan to go to the consert^^

My friend who is an opera singer will give a consert at Museum of Setagaya on this day.

Her name is Kayoko Matsuo.

This movie is the digest of the opera named 偽りの女庭師 on January 5th 6th 2009.



Kayoko will sing at 5minutes at the biginning of this movie.

Please see and enjoy it!

Election Day

July 11　is the election day!

House of Councillors　The National Diet of Japan

I decided what party to choose.


We all have to consider "Manifesto" every parties explain.


民主党の政権政策Manifesto 2010


政策パンフレット　日本を守る責任。日本を守るマニフェスト　いちばん。

国民新党の選挙公約

社民党Official web 2010　年参議院選挙マニフェスト

たちあがれ日本（The Sunrise Party of Japan）

みんなの党選挙公約

日本共産党参議院選公約

Decision

I always hope I can decide in every aspects of my life.

I suppose the decision is to choose one thing among various things.


In other words, taking one thing ,then abandon another.There is no time to lose!

If I am losing my way, I abandon my ability.


Man cannot seize too many things.Man can only choose one thing.


You too, you choose only one thing, when you wanna achieve something.

Can you believe that??

I read the blog so interesting!!!!

But I wonder that is true.


Why some women have real reason to fear the World Cup?

This is not a comical matter.

But I wonder if English men are so childish enough to drink too much during the World Cup??

Men are not so simple anyway.

Do you feel about this study??

Artificial is a trap

We are living in the material world today.


That is a bannal idea isn't that?

I often ask to myself "I hate the artificial things??"

The answar is no.

But we cannot live in a situation all is artificial.

I want to use artificial power to be able to feel the human power.

I love Ikebana

I saw an exibition of Ikebana （Sogetsu　school）at Takachimaya.

It was fascinating!!!
It presented another aspect of Ikebana.

Construction time again

For writing a novel,I usually think how to manipulate time when the character lives.

Time relates how to weave a story.

To weave a story,novel writer often begins to tell the final scene,for example, 古畑任三郎（It is very similar to Columbo ,inverted detective story）.

I hope to write an detective story someday,but now I dont have the idea of commission of the crime.

Probably, I must invent new idea of killing someone (laugh）.
But all I have to do is to describe perfectly the world I create and imagine.

Perfect is beyond difficult.

I have a lot of thing to learn

Sometimes I'm irritated with my lack of English usage.

I am planning to write a novel in English.

I declare that my novels are more interesting than my blogs!

Someday I will present this fact.

I have finished my work

I have finised ny work!!!!

Two novels by Mayumi Fukara will be sold on the internet.
（　Only in Japan, sorry）

Now I 'm writing

I am thinking and writing and wondering into my brain.

Where is the miracle? It is not there.


I must create a miracle by myself.

★This photo is taken at the jeweler "Rana-decor" directed by my friend,Mrs.Hiromi Watanabe.
Hiromi designs fashon jewelery with sincerety.I respect her talent and skill.
Please check the HP　of Rana-decor ！
世界で１つだけのこだわりジュエリーRana decor

Love is blind

Love is blind. It is true.

So I don't fall in love with a man who walks on this glove.

All I want to do is to respect someone or something,not to love.


I only love an imagenary world that I create.

Jacques Derrida talks about love

Oh how I read passionately Derrida's book!

Derrida says he has nothing to say about love.
It is natural.

Love is a theme of litterature,not philosophy!!!
Love is a conglomerate of different emotions, and philosphy dont like to explain about emotion of a person.

People are not able to be a novel writer same as a philosopher.
Jacques Derrida On Love and Being

Derrida was dead in 2003.

Decoration

All the decoration is done for impressing someone by its beauty.

In other words, decoration must be elegance and suitable.

I believe decoration is a kind of communication.
This is why people form intimacy with someone in same fashon!!^^

Me?　I sometimes wear kimono, probably it is also a decoration.

I adore Manga and Japanese Anime

When I was a child, I loved books and comics so much,so my mother bought me books frequently.
In 昭和　era, japanese children usually read comics as well as books, and they watched animation of Tezuka Osamu(1928-1989),Mitsuteru Yokoyama(1934-2004).

You probably know "Sazae-san"!!Off course I watched it!!!
It has been an model-role of Japanese familly.

By the way, I was very influenced by japanese manga漫画　and animeアニメーション.

The most famouse star is Osamu Tezuka, but I prefer Mitsuteru Yokoyama.
Yokoyama is the author of 鉄人２８号！！！

I also love Shotaro Ishinomori(1938-1998).He is the author
of サイボーグ００９.
TezukaOsamu net

横山光輝オフィシャルサイト

石森プロオフィシャルウェブサイト

Off course I was in love with girl's comics.

I quitted reading boy's comics at the age of 13 or 14, but I continued reading girl's comics until entering colledge.

I respect Moto Hagio(1949-)萩尾望都,Riyoko Ikeda(1947-)池田理代子,Ryoko Yamagishi(1947-)山岸凉子.

萩尾望都作品目録

池田理代子オフィシャルサイト

山岸凉子オンザウェブ

Manga and Anime are appropriate art for Japanese people ,I suppose.I wanna explain why I think so,but my ability in English is too poor to do it.

The additional thing is I wanna be a comic writer when I was a child!!!

★Photo above is books by Ryoko Yamagishi , named　日出処の天子.

I never lost controle.

For my friend who is a guitarist.



I really love David Bowie,but I know very little about "Nirvana".
But this tune is as if David Bowie gave it to them.

Kurt Cobain's voice makes me unhappy.

But his voice is miraculous.

Passion is not enough

Passion is not enough to be a woman of dignity.

The most important thing is a decision, I say.In other word, a determination to be intelligent.

Intelligence is the main theme for every woman.

Thinking ,imaginating, researching , these are the important to live a life.

Lady Macbeth

I have been fascinating with Shakespear's works

My favorite is "Macbeth".Why do I love it? Because I adore Lady Macbeth so much.

I think Lady Macbeth is the symbol of human's instinct to controle someone.

It is clear she doesn't love her husband Macbeth.All she loves is a person who gives satisfaction to her.

Everybody has a instinct to controle others,dominate others.I cannot deny it.
Lady Macbeth faced her instinct, and she decided not to pretend her desire.

Desire to be a dominator.

Lady Macbeth makes us scared.But I have been fascinating with her.

Architecture

I suppose architecture is a kind of shelter from terror of nature.

Or a signature of triumph against nature.

I am eager to say that all the architecture is an instinct of decoration.

By the way,I created two architects in my novels called　「天使と小悪魔」and　「僕がいなくてさびしくないの」,they are both men.

I suppose architect is a proffession suitable for men.Off course, I know there are many architects female, and I respect them.

But,the architecture is main subject for men, not for women.I wanna explain why I think so ,but it is very difficult to describe（sigh）.

Nature

All the artists should respect nature.Because nature contains every kinds of beauty.

Elegance, maturity,purity,etc.

I often gazed twilight sky when I lived in house of higher floore.I loved sunset.It was gorgeous time for me.

Now I don't do that.I live in lower floor.So, I see the moon every night.


Sky, landscape, flowers, they are beyond expression.

We are in Nature.